Whew weak from radiation bombardment,that stuff messes with everything.
The upper body strength is coming back,boy I miss my leg assist strength.
Wont even go to the stuff coming out of my body and my appetite is weak
,having to force eating ,what I know I need. Got some bad ass pains that
come and go ,in weird places? Way cool to pick up stuff in front of me. Now
the stitches are pulled going to start stretching my legs and getting used to
the falling forward feelings. Weekend of the 18th ,19th did some killer moves
in bed,finally picking my right leg up and over my left. One lil 1/4" scab on my
new wound. Burned the living crap out of the top of my left hand. Talked to
my cousin Chris,who I have not seen since high school days. Started getting
back into my routine after getting a little push out of my legs-woot woot. Pool
time is right around the corner,going to start my new training program,which
will far exceed my other old one. 22nd, went out looking at wheelchairs,
looking at a 9 mph one. Fought off a clogged cath and a bm,by being
calm,,,mild head ache,trembling hands,leg spasms,I was pretty bad off for a
hour or so. I miss my leg strength SO BAD,,,sigh. Whew unreal dysfunctional
day on the 25th,totally went into a gray out losing sight while driving. Lucky
no one got hurt,just me emotionally. Clogged 2 catheters,peed and pooped
on my self,the smell of latex cath brought back memories of ICU in
Missoula. My body was a wreck that day. Going to need to check my
potassium levels. Thinking about it the only change is my whey protein in
diet,so it,s gotta go. End of Auggy my "anniversary" month for breaking my
neck. Certain lady made this "anniversary" month a 30 day dream
ride,unfrickin believable. Took 5 words for me to send her packing "your
never going to walk"=
. Haha
Cya bye!!!!!!!!!!!!! Back to the recluse life hitting the pool and lifting weights.
All in all it was a great August. Knowing this is a healing phase for better to
come.